Shit! Fuck! Damn! I am Who I am!

September 27, 2019

         The real deal! The blog I am actually launching this website with! Just typing the title gives me goosebumps because its sooooo me! It's taken me a long time to get here. I've been afraid I wasn't the right person for the job. Of all the hurdles I have jumped to get here this one has been the hardest. Tears are actually falling at the same speed as my fingers glide across the keyboard. I know I have been blessed with many gifts that I shouldn't hesitate to use. But how can I be the face of kindness with this filthy ass mouth front and center? 


      I love cussing, I have been perfecting my craft since I was about 11. Some of you see present tense and punctuation as a way to construct the perfect sentence. Not me. I feel like all it takes is a perfectly placed f-bomb to make it come alive with passion. When I try not to cuss, I  catch myself stumbling over words, biting my tongue and not speaking confidently. This holds me back from being my authentic self.

  

    Two things helped me to let go of these self-imposed limitations. One was a call to a business mentor a couple years ago. Adam casually said fuck during our initial pleasantries. My ears tingled and I lit up. He was speaking my love language! and I began to realize if I was actually going to create something from my heart it would have to be written in that language also.  

     The other thing that really drove it home for me was some wisdom from my youth. Back in 2000 Eminem encouraged The Real Slim Shady to please stand up. 19 years later and he reminded the real Gina she could stand up also when he sang 🎶Will Smith doesn't have to cuss to sell records, well I do, so fuck him and fuck you too🎶 🤣🤣

     

     I didn't mean the last part, the fuck you part. So many of the people I love and am inspired by are completely turned off by cussing. If you are one of those people who have made it this far just out of your love for me, thank you so much! I am truly blessed to have you in my life! I am perfectly fine with you never reading another one of my posts, because I know that we are in each others lives for other reasons outside of this one. But if you're one of those people who can get down with being kind as fuck, welcome! You've found the right place! 😘😘😘


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